Monday, December 12, 2011

Work n stuff

So today i woke up super early for me, at 6:30am! I usually wake up at like 3 in the afternoon. No wonder im so fat.. So i need to stop over sleeping. Soo then i watched Dr Phil, ate a banana, and got ready to go to the gym. My friend didn't wake up early enough to go with me :(. But i was proud of the fact that i went regardless of whether or not i had company. So i went to the gym even though my foot was killing me. After an hour there i got ready for my first day back at work since my injury. I was so nervous. But everyone there was nice. Some of our regular customers came in and noticed that i had been gone. It was nice to know some people care! It was so hard not to eat French fries at work.. We have the most delicious fries. And while they are only 200 cals a basket, i knew i did not need those empty fried calories!! So i got through the hunger pains. After work when i got home i found a cute chihuahua stuck in the fence of my bfs backyard! Needless to say i saved her. She is so skinny :(. I wish i could give her some of my fat! Lol. I named her foxy (x. We are trying to find her a home. We have to many dogs already and foxy doesn't like my little boy chi. He is my pride and joy <3. After the excitement i gave into my hunger pains:( i ate about 3/4 of some onion and veggie soup. Soo good. No more than 200 cals. Prolly less but i don't want to cut corners ;). Then i went to sleep from like 3-6pm. Im so lazy!! When i woke up the family was trying to make me eat the spaghetti they made for dinner. I really didn't want the carbs .. So i politely declined and ate what was left of my black bean veggie burger from last night (i threw away some of the bread). I don't want to think of all of those calories!! Even though i didn't get any mayo on it or cheese :). I find i get really sick everytime i eat.. I guess my body has gotten used to small portions and when i go crazy and eat like a burger it is like too much food!! Still having lost any weight.. I dontt think. I don't want to weigh myself until next week. Im not even tempted by chocolate and chips anymore.. :). I did cheat today though and ate some baked vegetable chips lol. Wow ive come at least a little further than i was if i think that is cheating. I really feel like i did badly today though. I just got bAck from walmart right now.  i bought some slimquick razor. For women, maximum strength. I don't want to try it tonight because it has caffeine in it and i have work early tomorrow . But ill write about my first day on it tomorrow. Goodnight girls.


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